Tears Streaming...

Well the numbness was lifted- The curtain pulled back.
Im feeling a bit raw. Exposed... Its bright out here.

Everytime i think i have a bit of a hold on things- well now im just repeating myself.
I should sleep now.

But this is good..... isn't it?

thank you for letting me cry- i couldn't have asked for more.

Jenn

Thier falling on my shoulder, wet, and full of shame.

Cringe, how uncomfortable they are, alone, so alone.

Tears?

Well, I though they were.

Not these, these are some thing I have never felt before.

Their falling on my shoulde.

They are some thing deeper than that.

It was leaving her, life was fleeting.

Bleeding, when you do it enough you become weak.

Eventually dead.

Thier falling on my shoulder...

Leaving, but I just don't know where, or why they are going.

I have to stop them!

She is dieing.

Suffering from emotionall anemia.

Thier falling on my shoulder, wet, and full of shame.

-Jonnie

Wanted you all to know that I love you very much! I am missing yall.

Jenn, email me! I get to check my mail every night.

with love from slovakia - Jonnie

As you catch my eye

Surprise surprise!!
Wow- what a weekend... incredible! My heart is still overwhelmed with it all.
I don't think i can post about it yet. I need some more time to digest...
But i will say-
this was amazing!
All of you were amazing.
And i still can't believe you came.

all in all Lovely!!

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