CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP...


I wanna run into your arms and smile as you walk in to the room.
I wanna sing you a song that would tell how I feel

Wouldn't that be nice,but fairy tale endings never were my thing.
Please forgive me for not saying enough.
I'll tell you I'm sorry just to ease your pain.

Now I have broken the silence and sacrificed my sanity.
You can't brake me anymore, so can't you just leave?

I suppose in the morning the sun will be shining, and I am told that helps.
I need some thing brighter than the sun.
I have not been in such a dark place for awhile.

I told you what I want and that is all I need.
You have not come, I am not in your arms and there will be no song tonight.

Jonlyn L.

I have a bird... and he likes my music.. he tells me so!

I am trying to decide if i am going to go to comlumbia again tomorrow night. Im not sure that i can find anyone crazy enough to go with me though... Jessie if i come by your house around 4:00 tomorrow dont ask any questions! Just get in the car!! ill explain everything to your mom later-

I had a really nice day. It was almost like spring... even a bit of the flirtation that goes so nicely with warm weather.. good stuff! I wonder if i will have the honor of a summer fling this year-

I have to get some sleep. i may be there tomorrow i may not..

JONLYN COMES HOME SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jenn

Dancing in the moonlight-

so i turn off the car. Open the door- step out and must dance!
i am in the best mood! This is incredible..

The wonderful craziness and laughter was of course followed by jonlyn checking my breath to see if i was drunk.. and my dad asking me if i was stoned. (which isn't out of the ordinary lately- he goes back and forth from that and "have you been drinking?"- anyways its a great night
and for the moment i am happy- it will leave me i know- but not tonight!!!

If you were here...

2 chickens on my front porch.

One owl in my fouryer.

5 betas in the music room.

That is what you would see.

If you were here...

-Jonlyn

And then.... All inspiration left me.

As a bass, and guitar entered the room.

That makes me want to cry.

Only because there was so much seconds before.

FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(wow that was a first I went to spell check, and up pops the little box. Only, this time it had no suggestions for me.)

-Jonlyn L.