I WANT MY SISTER TO COME HOME!!!!!

Coming to you from West Asheville branch Library-
I am waiting for 12:30 to come around.

Driving down 26 full of hope and courage... They both came from God- I realize that. But He chose the most amazing person to give it to me.
We will never find anyone better. No one can or will take the place of this man.
So much change in the days to come. I hate change... So much of has alreadly happened. I pity myself for a moment then snap out of it. Then I go back there and I am in need of rescue all over again.

For those of you who haven't heard- Jonlyn is in Ireland. She got there fine. I can breath a little better now.

Its so strange how feelings come and go.

I am meeting Heather at Biltmore this afternoon.. Then I have to figure out what Im doing from there. Things will be better then. I will at least have one more thing to check of the list of doubt and worry. (God help me to give you that list)
I am going now- Hope your day is peaceful.
Jenn

Well.. I thought I had things to say-
I was going to explain some of the details of my life~
But I guess im not ready to go there yet.
I hope all is well with you all.
Jenn

one fish
two fish
red fish
blue fish-

The days ahead will be very trying. of that I am sure...

Jonlyn is in the shower- We have been getting ready to leave Atlanta so she can catch her flight to Ireland. I will miss her so much! No doubt in my mind..

He is coming for me on a morning
that will shine like its never shown
and there's no doubt in my mind
He'll get here right on time. (words from one of my dads songs)

I love those songs. ok i need to go. we were leaving at 8:00 this morning- needless to say we are late. i get it honest! Pray for my Jonlyn as she soars through the air today.

Jenn~

I love the way my yahoo account is always so happy to see me. It almost makes up for the times when I get bummed because there is that big zero flaunting across the screen.

Leaving in five,four,three,two...
Ireland is so close to being under my feet I can't even believe it!

She called today! I was surprised, as if I thought it was an impossibility (a word?) to phone from Ireland to America. Silly me. Now I know it isn't.

Getting nervous? hmmm YES I am, infact really nervous. Not about traveling, or anything like that. I am nervous because I don't have my puppet parts totally and completely memorized. I am working on it though.

I heard a song today, so funny how a song can fit a situation so well. I could only laugh when I heard it. It made me see how comical the whole situation was.

A little spending cash? Sure you could call it that, but only if you want to ignore the fact that you just handed me ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS! Blinking about three times I finally stand and thank her. Why didn't I scream it, and jump up and down, eyes wide open, and about to burst.
I don't know maybe that means I am confusing emotions. Maybe I have lost my joy. Maybe I am just tired. I don't know what ever the problem is I want it fixed! Can you hear me God?

Perhaps I will try Rachels solution "life's elixer" She is a very smart girl after all : )

leprechaun in the park? How crazy Asheville is. I go through culture shock every time I am there. I am beginning to think I'm a sheltered home school geek. I suppose there are worse things I could be, but not really.

I have so much to do before tomorrow afternoon. I am trying not to let it consume me and at the same time I need to be aware of it. I need a happy medium.

I am going now. Of things I want to happen before I leave I have one request, I want to watch Peter Pan. The new one of course. Jenn and I will be leaving soon after I finish this post to rent it.

Oh one more thing, I will return home to North Carolina on the 7'th of September at 9:45 PM. I will be flying into the Greenville airport if all goes as planed. Anyhow the reason I am telling you this is in hopes that you might be there. It would be lovely to see some of your faces upon my return home. If you want to come contact my family.

~Jonnie

This is some thing I posted a long time ago. I guess about a year. It still pertains to me though. Infact it is exactly how I feel. Except I feel a little numb so numb that I couldn't write anything I had to barrow from my past.

Well my heart is heavy. My thoughts on the surface dare not go deeper for fear if what lies beneath....Maybe sorrow, maybe joy ,Maybe pain, perhaps healing Could it be the secret.This might be the thing that can set me free,But my fear has bound me My eyes refuse to focus There are voices calling my name,But I am to afraid Afraid of finding pain Here it is safe atleast for now. Soon I must escape,Soon I must dive below.Some one tell me when. Some one tell me how....

-Jonlyn

If my life is so full,so random,so wierd then why do I have nothing to say?

-jonnie

Hello...
I am now officially homesick!

I have been talking to a dear friend for a few seconds now- And it hits me how badly I want to be where you are.

Things are going good. Yes I love my life. Yes I love serving God.... And yes I want to finish out the summer the way I am supposed to. And yes I know that "Jesus endured the cross for me so I can handle one more week"

Know that you are missed and that Jonlyn and I love and need you all-
As soon as possible.....
Jenn
I am having a good time... im just tired..