Here we go again...

I can't be contented with yesterdays stories
I can't live on promises autumn to spring~

Ha! wanna bet? Jenn is all about hanging on to yesterday-
Im working on it though... its just those random things that make you go- hmm?
I wonder! anyways- my head hurts so bad right now...
and I have two massages to give in the morning...
so sleep is probably my best bet. Hope your well.

Jenn
*i know john denver sang it... but im not sure who wrote it.

Summer

by my cousin Claire

Oh how I miss you

Your kiss like strawberries has faded

The warm and breezy days have past

But soon I'll have you back

A girl after my own heart! Shes 10 by the way- and amazing.

Sigh... please come quickly! I was not made for these winter winds.

Hope you guys are doing great... my life has been- eventful.

And im loving it.

soon im sure-

Jenn~

EELS AND CAVES

Im sorry... Truly- but isn't that what conflict is all about? sigh... If we could all just be comfortable in our own damn skin and not go around parading like false peacocks... the world would be a lot less confusing... so what am i saying? Embrace your peacock people! And hang on for the ride... wherever the hell it takes you!
oh... and strive for peace love and happiness.

~guenevere

Hey Beautifulls!!! I am having such a great day,you don't even know. Its like a really good dream. I have had such an easy day at school. I only have one more class and it's not even a real class I just get to sit and listen to a girl play the violin. What more could I want!

Today will be my first day back to violin lessons,but I am looking forward to it. I have actually missed my teacher. Yeah the lady who made me cry after my first 3 lessons. I would leave and get the car and just sobb I fealt like a violin retard or some thing. I know thats what I needed though.

I get to write an essay on whatever I want! I am really excited about it, but I really need to get started I want it to be good. I don't just want to be average. Average oh man. My rough draft is due on monday and I have to let other people in my class look at it and trade with them so they can critique my writing .... uhm SCARY!!!

My nose is really bugging me today! It just keeps sneezing. I am gonna go now. have an amazing day.

-Jonlyn (unchecked,again)

I climbed up in this tower because I thought you'd find me here

But the road is dark and dusty, and over grown with fear

The rain is falling and my heart is colder like frozen glass it shatters when it breaks

Remind me why I came here, feeling so heroic

I thought I heard you calling, you were calling my name

Now your shadows turning, and your voice is not the same

I think they've lost the last page, my storry book ending

That happy ever after,isn't that the way they read it?

Don't they all end the same?

-Jonlyn (awhile back)

Well, there was a little faulter at the aulter of confession
Down on it's knees true did fall
31 days and sleepless night, she woke up to end it all
With I love in fresh tattoo right acrossed his chest
She tore her name right off his heart
Heres to bein blessed

Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty word and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their torchered tangled hearts

-Dixie Chicks


This post is from Jonlyn

Hey Friends,

I am having a very good day! I found out that I made an A on my theory test!!!! I was so worried about it you don't even know. Thank God I passed!

I do have a lot of home to do though so by the time my day ends I may not be so happy. I wom't be to sad though cause I get to talk to you you know who today! and he is coming in March! The 30'th to be exact.

I am hoping to go to England in June, but I have to talk to vall because we are planning a road trip out west! I wouldn't want to miss that so I am gonna have to begin some schedualling.

I have to go do some reading YUCK! I hate to read honestly, but I despise reading when it's about History and English. I guess it has to be done, unfortunitly

-Jonnie

P.S. This is totally UNCHECKED

The other day I had a very inspiring thought.
Today I forgot what it was.
Isn't that a bummer?
Maybe I could have written somthing that would have made you smile
I guess I need to be more responsible with my thoughts
You know hold on to them a bit long
I never have been one to keep them very long
Jenn is always telling me I have such a bad memorrie
The things I remember are the things I love
Places, people, dreams, smells, feelings,sounds
They can all be the most wonderful, or the most horrible
Interesting thought I hope you read it cause I won't remember tomorrow

I got in a tizzy last night because my mom is gone.
What would I do with out her I hope not what I did lastnight
Well, let me explain,I know you want me to
I had a dream it wasn't real, but it felt more reall than this post does
It was aweful I might call it a nightmare.
I was gone on vacation and I slept with a guy ( not just next to him you know what I mean)
He wasn't my boyfriend! How could I even dream about that?
I would hate my self if I ever did that God keep me far from it!
It the worst dream ever the emotions were exactly what I would feel if I cheated on my boyfriend, and I never want to feel that way again,NEVER

I have to go to class. -Jonlyn

A new instrument!
For someone like me... thats a big deal! This has made my year.Do you know how much is to a guitar? especially one like this? deep breath- I have a relationship with each guitar-violin- piano- that ive ever played over any amount of time. That might make me strange... well im already strange so- but anyways...
Its the most amazing guitar guys... its so diferent looking. I can't wait to show it to all of you! My dear friend from school gave it to me too- so it means even more... im so excited! Ok... i have to go-
I need to go get a shower and start the day.
Hope yours is amazing! Mine will be!

guinevere

A disconnect....

And i guess thats just the way it is. I don't know why. kinda sucks!

Anways... I feel like i have been getting a lot done lately. Its nice! Im going to be making a lot of money this weekend/week. With work and Massage. Also this lady called us that i used to work for... she needs some help this weekend with a lady who is in the hospital. This kind of work can be hard- its basicaly just being there constantly incase something happens... and to be sure the nurses do their job- with meds and all.
But I will be in a hospital for 24 hours strait... that can be really challenging for me. I will let you know how it goes! Today was a good day... we are getting ready to practice some music. Im listening to the Eagles now-
yeah... things are good.

Ill be back after the weekend... oh sunday is jts Birthday- if you leave him a comment on here ill show it to him. He's turning 12... wow he will be one two and i will be two one... sweet!
bye guys
Jenn

BLA BLA BLA SHIKEDY BIKEDY BOO- SHAOP NAOP BOP CAT DOOT-

i just told you all of my deepest secrets and desires...

(pretend venting... its all the rage these days!)

Wow- the weight that has been lifted. I feel so much better guys! thanks for being there for me!

Jenn~

ain't no sunshine when she's gone~

sigh... life is so strange yes?

"he's freakin early!"

and hes sitting right behind me so i better go-
have fun guys!
~jenn (best friend to jessie leigh)

Happy New Year?

I am sorry to say I kind of had a slightly happy new year, or some thing like it. What ever it was I know it was not a whole heartedly happy new year. I think I just have to greet it with smile and push on any ways.

Last night was very,well lets just say it reminded me of a lot of things. Big things and little things. Some of them I missed so deeply there was a sinking feeling in my stomach (I am sure you know the one) However, there were some I didn't miss at all and I was reminded of how much I really didn't miss them. Oh, I just can't seem to get past the ones I do miss though.

There was also there utterly disturbing realization that I have exactly 15 days to complete this horrible application. I will do it though,and I just need to stop waiting for motivation because I don't see any coming my way. Not any time soon. I mean I have things I am looking forward to really really looking forward too, but they aren't things I will get because I do well in school. You know? I hope you do. I am not trying to be confusing or illusive about any of this, but thinking about you reading this I just don't know if it will piece together. I hope it does.
I will leave with that little disclaimer. I hope you are having a whole heartedly happy new year I truly do

In an awkward stage -Jonlyn