Sorry for dropping the F bomb

*The Edited Version*

Yes, I have been away for quite awhile now. No, I wasn't distancing myself from you all. I was simply taking a break. A very long break. I can not promise that the next won't be just as long, sorry.
Life, that is some thing I know a little. Please do emphasize A LITTLE.
I was asked yesterday if I saw my heart aches as a lack of maturity.

My answer was no.

I see them as a learning process.

How could I have ever gotten here with out them.

I couldn't have.

Oh what a thing here would be to miss out on.
If you were looking at my life under a magnifying glass it would look pretty messy.

I would never want anyone to do that actually.

People have tried, but thankfully given up in the process.

Figuring someone out is never as much as you 'de hoped for.

Would you agree?
I am ready to be close again.

The distance is something I could live without.

I am not talking about any certain person, although I presume you thought I was.

A separation has taken place in my life.

In many different and unexpected forms.

Quite frankly I'm tired of it.

THANK YOU!
Now how do I end this?

Can anyone tell me?

You see I would still like to play it safe in the process I wouldn't want to lose control.
Lose
Lose*
Forever?

-jonlyn

GUINNESS*21*LEAF* and the new men in my life....

Well guys... here goes-
Guinness is my new dog... He is amazing! You should all be so lucky to know him!
I am now 21- and enjoying that very much! My birthday was amazing... I got to see both of my best friends- and ALL of my sisters my parents and JT... we are never all together anymore!
Then that night I went on a night hike* Breath taking! It was a beautiful day.
ok.. next-
Oh yes- LEAF... well That was amazing- I danced basically non-stop With my lovely sister and crazy (red headed) aunt... I can't go into the whole weekend for more reasons then one
-no- lets just go with AMAZING!

And this last little bit... Things are good! Really strange timing- and i have no idea what is going to happen - but the nice thing is that there are definite possibilities! And I really like this guy-
And just when im interested in the new guy the old guy comes back around...
Funny how that happens- Sorry no details for now...

Life is good for Jenn... I am still riding the good times from the festival- Trying to remember that Im back in the real world- where it might not be the best Idea to shake my ass every chance I get... I danced SO much guys! Ok.. Im really tired and I know this is very newsy but i needed to get back into it- and I was just tired enough to give it a try.
Much love dear ones! There it is... my life these days- minus alot of amazing details- but you got the general idea-
jenn*

Jenn