Monday, August 29, 2005

You're an ENFP
ENFP>
What's there to say about you? You're an initiator of change and are keenly in tune to possibilities... you're enthusiastic, and it's contagious...you're tireless in the pursuit of newfound interests... You can anticipate the needs of others, and offer them needed help and appreciation. You bring zest, livelihood, and fun to all aspects of your life...
You're agreeable, sociable, outgoing and like to imagine yourself in the future... who will you marry? what type of work will you do? where will you live? All questions you ask yourself...you like to keep your options open...you're imaginative...curious...you prefer to understand than judge..
You see endless possibilities. You hate to be boxed into anything -- like a career -- for life...so you hesitate and resist making decisions...always look for new and novel...
You like a learning environment where the teacher takes a personal interest in you...You're motto might be: "There's always a better way or a better answer.."... when you're committed to something, you are enthusiastic to the point of preaching to the whole world about it (...like the Storm Palace?)
Your style of organization is... well, personalized. Others don't really see you as organized, though, do they? YOU know what's where, and there's a "method to your madness," huh?
You have a hard time separating work from leisure, since you have fun while you work. You're always on the lookout for new things... you like learning with others, so you'll invite 'em to join you at films, plays and classes.
When you fall in love, you study the other person in every way. The one you fall in love with is "the best ever" a lot, huh? Sheesh. But others feel unconditionally loved by you ....you fall head over heels and get in love FAST. You are charming...full of vitality...you treat others with sympathy, gentleness, and warmth...
Last part: watch out for losing your focus 'cause you wanna try too many ideas at the same time... you don't prioritize, so you can overload...also, because you're just a fun-loving animal, you might not complete important work and basic responsibilities...
ENFP: "Every day, New Fantastic Possibilities"

there you go- thats about it!
~jennifer rhea linville

Friday, August 26, 2005

GONE~
we will be in TN for the weekend.... Don't look for us here-
To all of you kids leaving for school today... you make us so proud! Have an amazing time!
For the rest of you- we will see you when we get back>
Jessie--have a wonderful time playing on sunday.
Jenn and Jonnie~

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Tonight I miss you, and I don't know why
My heart has been strong
I never even triped when I was walking away
But now I am falling
Falling all over the place
You used to hold me up
Explaining my tears away
There is no explination
I am hurting
I thought you were gone
I thought I had given you up
Friends don't just end
Our story wasn't through
You can't just tare out all these pages
I know there is more
Tonight I miss you
But I don't know why.
-Jonlyn

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

"LUVYA WERSE"
and i smile and skip into the house.
I love getting mail! Have i already talked about this? yes... i have. But its one of those things that i will say everytime i get it. I have nothing to say. But im happy tonight. Things are alright!
And i started eating real food again today. If you want details about what i was eating before i will give them to you... but im tired of being here now- things dont hold my attention these days. hope your wonderful~
Jenn

Monday, August 22, 2005

Parting is such sweet sorrow...
The castle turrets towered high
Like a diomond in the sky
Sir Clayton, on a mighty steed
Rode out just after the King decreed:
That ev'ry peasant twixt the seas
Inhaled the air of a disease
And now must Clayton ride in search
Of sacred bark of bloody Birch
Wich lies deep in enchanted wood
Behind Dragon: Devourer of All That's Good
With cure, he must return or die
(to Castle Diamond in the Sky)
The brave sir saddled up his horse
After partying all night with the maidens, of course
With saword in hand, resolve thus bent
Into The Woods of Darkness went
Five days he searched for fiery beast
Until, by chance they both did meet
A mystic cave of dark and gloom
(one bed, one bath, and treasure room)
Before the sir had chance to fight
The beast made roast of the good Knight
A brave flambe' of courage marred
Had naught to do but sit and char
Thus with problem still unsolved
The guts of peasants would dissolve
The King sent out brave warrior Garret
Who was eaten soon by rabid ferrets
The King then sent out brave McGee
Who ran his horse into a tree
Sir Burton met a likened fate,
He tripped and fell into the lake
Sir oswald was the one who found the Birch
But was hung on the tree by the Holy Church
And thus the poison's course did run
(the peasants rotted in the sun)
And now their lifeless corpses lie
In Castle Diamond in the Sky
By three dear young men- who will remain anonymous unless they choose otherwise.
Heres to those wonderful times we all had together...
jenn~

Thursday, August 18, 2005

~Blue eyed dreamer~

Today i thought about and talked about leaving NC. Could i do that? Could i leave my family- my friends-downtown.... When i really dont have to or have a reason to? So all i have decided is that i won't be leaving this month.
I talked to Randy today- and Lena tonight... I miss seeing these people! I saw them atleast four nights a week. Usually more then that though with clinic and all.
Is it not amazing how things change? Constantly. What will it be like in a few months when we dont see each other as often? Who will be my new friends in the future? Who will my sisters fall in love with and move away with? What will brevard look like in another 10 years. Who will have died in ten years- maybe me. 10 years... ill be 30 (if i dont die). she will be almost 28.
What music will i play- what new instruments will i have? What stories will i still be telling...
One about a night time walk down the beach im sure! its just so interesting!
in a few months... weeks even. Things are moving. i know this is no news to you-


But who cares?
The skies still there
and the world moves on.
*Us
Jenn~
mmm...and I do not have blue eyes.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

In a years time.

I sat with my Grandfather for a long time today. We were swinging down by the river.
It was an easy slow day...
and i couldn't help but think about how this might be one of last chances i have to be with him. So we sat there swinging- not much was being said.
He had his arm around me and after a long silence he would give me a hug with all his strength and kiss my cheek.
Even though he is weak and tired i still feel safe in his presence. As if he could do anything.
There is an understanding between us. Words are not needed for expression or understanding one another- communication just happens. It is not forced- it just is.
Do you know how when you sit on a swing with someone- one of the two of you keeps the rythm? Well- my grandfather has great swinging rythm. Not too slow not too fast.
Just easy and thoughtful.
I am blessed.
Jenn~

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I don't want to cling to vanishing things
But its hard to let you go
Same sweet smile
You stay for awhile
but summers come and go....
I know.
why does it still hurt when i remember?
jenn~
Wanna switch places?

The most amazing thing happened to me!!
I drove a motorcycle! Guys... i cant explain my excitment!
I am well on my way to being a biker girl. We saw some pretty amazing bikers in SC.
hmm~moving on.
The beach trip was wonderful! I was with some really amazing people. Most of them i didn't know very well- but my first impression proved to be true... they are all great.
Jessie and I had a lot of time to ourselves too- can't go wrong there. Wrote some music.
Had a few wonderfully crazy nights. No there will not be details.

Its nice to be home.
I have my aplication all ready to send off to take the national. Soon i will be a LMT.
When i was in sc my sisters all left me phone messages at the same time.
one of those weird sister connection moments. I miss my older sisters a great deal.
They are my guide posts. Im not sure where that came from.
But there you go.

I love getting mail- and this short note gave me a smile that i could not hide for the life of me. and it comes back everytime i read the note over in my mind.
I had forgotten that bit. lovely.

Shes all over the place! Catch that girl and point her in one direction!
I am going to go get ready to dance the night away. I think i will where my white skirt.. it looks best when i twirl. Have a lovely evening... its good to be back!
Jenn~
mmm... and i did bring my guitar... ofcourse!

Friday, August 12, 2005

It was here

Just yesturday

That familliar summer feeling

Of getting caught in the rain

Of knowing nothing could go wrong

No not today

Chorus: (not writen yet...)

She was here just now

We were dancing on the stage

Grace was all around her

What a beautiful face

And you know she's yours forever

That could never change

No...

(to be continued When my Inspration comes. There are a few people coming home tomorrow I think they will help.)

-jonnie

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I was thinking today how much I love winter time. It's funny because Jenn is an all out summer girl. Don't get me wrong, I like summer, I really do I enjoy it very much. It's just that winter,well, I'm not sure what it is about it. maybe it is bbecause that is when we are home the most.

There is some thing about sitting on the coach curled up in a blanket and drinking my cup of hot chocolate. I am glad we have our seasons. They really are amazing, and I like them all. When it comes time for them to change I am usually ready. Some times I spring is to short, or it goes by to fast.

I need to go get ready for this sunny summer day.. I am not going to re-read this because I dont have time. So, I hope it came out right the first time, however I doubt that was the case, so I may return tomorrow to correct my mistakes, or not.

Have a good day. I am praying that thursday comes fast.. Oh wait thats tomorrow!!!

-Jonnie

Saturday, August 06, 2005

The mind set of a dancer~

Bathing suit-check
tooth brush-check
Black dress-check
Best friend-check (this is the amazing part)

see you in a week-
~jenn