Sunday, October 22, 2006

Trapped inside your head those thoughts keep coming back
The circles that their making seem to have no end
Stop worrying they told you
But when you tried your eyes were cloudy
And if you would close them maybe they'd lead you back to Him
Your sight was getting dim
The only thing that came back was hurt
A hurt so deep inside
The one only you can see
Then thinking....
Sleepless, Endless, Hopeless?
Sure you'll be fine, yeah you'll make it through
But what will be left?
Who will be left?
Then when your time is through will this still hurt
Will you still think and think and think....
Sleepless, Endless, Hopeless?
If you do all of this is lost
All your love...
Just let go
Let the tears fall
Remember those salty wet drop's
They used to stream from those eyes
But they are gone
Dry as the soul beneath
If they fall, I wonder where they'd land
They might fall upon a hardened heart
Softly, Slowly, and maybe they would know
Maybe they would feel
This hurt this pain
Sleepless, Endless, Hopless
You could let go
Then softly, slowly they will fall
In some strange way then atleast,
atleast they would know.
Sleep, End, Hope.
-Jonlyn L.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Sun shine lift me up and hold me here
Falling further, farther still
When did this all change?
I didn't see it coming
Looked to you for help,then you smiled and walked away
Were you lost in thought, or did you just forget
Forget how much I love you
Regain a state of consciousness, that is what I'm waiting for
I assure myself there's more than this
blindly I believe
The faith of a child can only sustain for awhile
I'm hoping there is more
But life is what it seems and its seeming awful dim
Fading into emptiness
wondering how we came to this
Years begin to fade and life just carries you away
So sing hush little baby, and every thing will be ok
here's a lullaby for baby
-Jonlyn