Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Early morning drive.
Worship.
Conviction.
Piano.
Lunch.
A rude awakening. (again)
3 girls and a guy.
Driving.
Talking.
Driving.
More girls. (no guys)
A lovely gift from a stranger.
A wonderful servant.
Frustration.
Left early.
The Moon.
And cold play...

Throw in our emotions and stinging eyes - and you have our Sunday.

~

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
~
John Denver
~Conversation~
mmm... how sweet it is! I had forgotten some how.

I am loving the sunshine... trying to soak in every drop. Which had left me with a pretty substantial sunburn for the past few days. I am now recovered- and back to direct sun light.

I can't even begin to tell you how busy I have been lately- But there was this very liberating night that involved the moon and a pond... (and not so much more) that has left me feeling like myself again. Amazing what a little risk/freedom can do for someone like me!

I have a huge test in A&P tomorrow. Actually it is THE huge test for A&P.
It's our final for musculature studies. Then it is on to systems of the body..
Im really excited about that! I guess i have always been a bit of a science geek.

Ok... off to refresh my memory about IlioPsoas and others of his kind.
I hope i will be back soon...

Jenn~

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

borrowed From A friend

Once again in the world,
Of 1200 feelingsAll in electric lights,
We see what we can
I love the sound wind,
Blowing at night through trees
From the roof i can see toons
Past the houses of the city
And i have been yours,
In fall and in praying
And i loved to look at youFrom the side at night,
With music playing
And love will protect youTo the edge of the wood
And a monster will get you,
And love does no good
And even if love were not what i wanted
Love would make love the thing most desired

-bonnie prince billy/matt sweeney

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Sleep, it's my only antidote.

-J

Friday, April 08, 2005

I am in Florida, but thanks to my beloved sister I I am listening to David Wilcox LIVE!!!

Oh how I wish I could be there!

Thank you Jenn you are truly my favorite girl, ever.

-Jonnie

Monday, April 04, 2005

How do I manage to do this sort of thing.

I don't know why I am asking you that.

I know you don't know.

You don't even know what it is I have managed to do.

Well, I am thinking about telling you.

My pride doesn't want to.

Because it will show you how upside down my life has become.

I suppose you already know that though.

I have lost a lot today.

Shall I tell you?

Yes.

Gone: My Dog

My wonderful dog is lost some where in Florida!

Gone: My ring

I found it in a parking lot! Thank God.

Gone: Van Keys

Yes, I found those too.

Gone: My mind

Oh, and I have not found that yet.

Maybe it will take awhile.

Yes, I think that's what it will take.

a little while.

I have messed up.

You all know that.

You still say I am your friend.

I am not sure why, truly, I am not sure why.

I am in a wonderful place though, and I will be spending the day at the beach tomorrow!

Pray I can find my dear dog. She is really the only thing I care about finding, after my mind of course.

Although I may be better off with out it.

We will see. That is the scary thing, isn't it. We will always see.

-Jonlyn