To the core..

well ive started and stopped too many times now to continue this post... I guess its one of those nights where im just not sure how I feel. See- I miss this big love- this big huge friendship- and Im afraid that Im going to miss it in other places you know?
Fear is not the best thing to embrace I know... And I believe love overcomes fear- its silly in the light of morning... but on these nights empty of present and full of past... where the memories flood my heart- its easy to look back and fear that that kind of happiness and peace will never be ours again. That these friendships like the others will fade with time. Im almost sorry for my honesty right now.
In reality there are those that will never leave me- but like I said- its one of those nights where the past shadows the present.... There it is the post that wasn't meant to be-
ok... time to step into the light yes?
Sweet dreams.
Jennifer