This is some thing I posted a long time ago. I guess about a year. It still pertains to me though. Infact it is exactly how I feel. Except I feel a little numb so numb that I couldn't write anything I had to barrow from my past.

Well my heart is heavy. My thoughts on the surface dare not go deeper for fear if what lies beneath....Maybe sorrow, maybe joy ,Maybe pain, perhaps healing Could it be the secret.This might be the thing that can set me free,But my fear has bound me My eyes refuse to focus There are voices calling my name,But I am to afraid Afraid of finding pain Here it is safe atleast for now. Soon I must escape,Soon I must dive below.Some one tell me when. Some one tell me how....

-Jonlyn