Im home...
I had a very good day on Friday.
I had good moments during Saturday...
Last night was .. Well I cant talk about that.
But Im dealing with what I can. I suck at dealing- can I just say that?

One of these days I will feel it again.
That feeling I had when I was a little girl-
The feeling that everything is right in the world, that dreams come true,
and that I am safe. I have caught a glimpse of that feeling the past couple of months.
Now its being taken from my sight for a little while.
I hope with all my heart it comes back.

Jennifer.