Bath tub confessions...

Though its kind of funny-
because you will never know that i was talking to you while washing my hair.

I let it all out last night. I told my fears my hopes my love... And I wasn't judged- or preached at.
It is a beautiful thing to be loved.

I process a lot in my sleep. Its much easier for me to stay focused that way. If I can lay there with my eyes closed and imagine all of it i can get a lot of things worked out.
Oh and I am living life. Reality always comes bace to kick my ass. But I am happy to feel this way- and Feel it deep in my soul. With my whole being. it scares me. I refuse to run from it though. You can't do that and feel at the same time. Not these painfully deep feelings.
I have no idea what Im saying to you- Ill go dream up a post and get back to you.

Many thanks to that amazing girl, who knows my heart- and doesnt run screaming in the other direction.

Jenn~