I am trying to decide, is this the part where I take a deep breath?

Where I look ahead and move on

Is this the part where I put it all behind me

Right now it seems to be a step ahead of me

No matter where I turn there it is

Cold

Regret

sorrow

Remembrance

Wonder

Awe

Faith

Hope

Paine

LOVE

I mean its just there

The other day I went and sat by the lake

It was a perfect day for doing just that

I wanted it to come to me

The thing I have been waiting for, but it never did

So, I picked up my shoes and walked away

I feel like doing that a lot lately

Can't I just give up, and let it go

The answer is indeed no, as you may have guest

I want to so badly some times

That is when I let my heart go

You know imagine what it will be like

(that is if I follow my dream or my dream doesn't change)

To live so far away, and I know that this feeling will never leave

when I am there and I have reached my goal, I wonder,

I wonder if I will let my heart go and dream of home

I'm sure I will, yes I am sure

Never Ending

-jonlyn